This Is Called Fantasy !

TODAY has been such a OMGWTF day. Sigh. It hasn't been fun. But I must say, I wasn't totally affected by this OMG WTF day. I was for a bit, but then I got over it. I think I'm at a point in my life where I can honestly be brutally honest with myself by realizing what's fantasy and reality. Because in reality, I won't get half the things I fantasize for unless I know it's achievable. Like how?

Hello, it's absolutely possible. Everyone has a fair chance. All I've got to do is to prove that I am more worth of being one than the other candidates -not that I am one, but you know, I aspire to be. THAT is worth shutting myself in my room and crying my eyes out if I don't at least get nominated. Because every night before I fall asleep, I make up a speech in my mind. I can do this ! :)